Higher Than Hope
The last few days have been rather tense for me.
Lolo’s in the hospital again, and this time it’s not looking good at all. He’s been unconscious for days, and now that his CT scan came in, the doctors are very guarded on predictions regarding his recovery.
I don’t even know why I’m writing this. Is it a quest for sympathy? For assurance that people outside the family care? Is it because I simply don’t know how to process what’s going on right now?
I don’t know. I just want to be able to talk to Lolo again. Hear him laugh again. See him smile again. It’s like he’s been sad for so long, and it finally hit him hard.
My God, please, no. Not yet.